A TRUE STORY OF A YOUNG MAN'S BROKEN DREAM

(NB. In this true story I did not state any person or 
organization's name so, if anybody fined this storyI am astonished, surprised and sorry to say I have
similar to his/their life it is a miracle. It is only mydiscover that at list one of the economics student of
personal history. It is written by my pen name.)D……? University, after completed his degree he
 could not become a good economist, he became a
What is the meaning of success? I guess everybodycritical selfish politician and that student (My elder
will call the success is the other part of achievement.brother) is a living prove.
What does it mean by a successful man? Who is 
being called a successful man? …A man who canAfter complete M.S & PHD degree my brother
achieve his goal in life called a successful man. –has proved that he become an uncivilized flatterer,
This is the place where I have my different opinion.conspiracies. I hate this mentality, education, social
…….status and all the others, now he is working recently
 established a public university in Bangladesh that is
 situated out of D….. ? Division, as an associate's
This story begun eighteen (18) years ago when I wasprofessor, so far I know he is also the chairman of
20 years dreamiest young boy. My father was aEconomics department, by submitted resignation letter
financially sound businessman. We are four (04)on his previous Government job, although once a time
brothers and I'm the third (3rd). After my father, myhe forced me to get in to a government job but now
eldest brother and I was the decision maker of all thehe resigned his (1st class officer) government job.  To
matters about our family. In every crisis we overcameearn more money for a secured life, a University
by discussing together. At a time my eldest brotherteacher can involve in several institution so he can
had become dependent mentally on my steps,earn huge money here, at list more then a
although I was not at a mature enough.Government officer, and now he is doing this.
  
From my early age around 15/16 years I was addictedI am so confused that what the students will learn
in reading novels, poems, magazine, business journals,from him, because teaching profession is a honorable
historical and literatures books after my class work. Stillprofession, a teacher should maintain a professional
I've continued my study on international and localethics and honesty, but I think he has no ethics, he
business oriented books, journals, magazines, law, etc. Ididn't know what is the meaning  of responsibility - as
am also writing by internet about business relateda son, teacher, And as a elder brother.
topics. Already twenty seven (27) case study and 
more that fifteen (15) articles already been published inStill I am suffering for his conspiracy, only "ALL
different international journals. And hope I will writeMIGHTY GOD" knows, how much opportunity I had
more about these. I blocked myself all the times inlost for his cruel and in-justice on my higher education, I
reading instead of playing games and sports. I readwill hate him from the bottom of my heart till my death,
almost a couple of thousand books before completingfor his ugly politics, selfish & cheating game, 18
my Graduation. My long term vision was to become a(eighteen) years have passed but still I am keeping my
high scholar person through higher education (proper)dream and ambition for higher study. Above my entire
to establish my career and speared my knowledge tostory made me confident and courage to take any
the society.challenge to prove myself that I could also earn PHD
At the age of twenty (20), when I passed thewith a better result then my evil brother. And I will try
Bachelor degree in commerce I found myself throughand try to prove that till my death.
a radical change because I had seen a lot of people 
were misguided by some cunning big certificateI think PHD or higher educational certificates cannot
holders (the opportunity takers). A lot of people hadmake a good and blinded by selfishness person. By
become insolvent and bank craft after taking theirthese big certificates he can earn a lot of money and
advice. So, I decided to take higher study to gatherlead a lavish life but the creator all mighty has created
actual knowledge and speared it to all for awarenessa few scholar humans to serve for the people and the
and also open the mask of those money makingsociety not to be a rich man.
cheaters. 
 Money is essential to lead a life but it is not everything.
In Bangladesh the education system is so back dated;There are 600 core people are in the world but one
a student has to learn every angle without deptMr. Abraham Lincoln (Late President of the USA) has
knowledge in all subjects just to pass the exam andchanged the history of mankind. He sacrificed his life
get a certificate to chase for a job. As a result wefor the people of the country, did not want to be a rich
see here a Bachelor of Arts degree holder isman. And this is my ideology. I don't want to be a rich
becoming a banker and a commerce backgroundguy like my brother; I want to serve myself for the
holder become a technician. So, shameful for us. But insociety.
the first countries like USA, UK, EU or Australia there 
are a lot of opportunities to earn dept knowledgeRight now I am trying to gathering knowledge from
which is useable practically in the society. This pictureeverywhere around me; books, magazine, journals,
insist me to go abroad to get higher study.internet, library because I have got a limited financial
 capacity, I can't buy those high prices books or the
After passing the Graduation in Commerce I started toother facilities to continue my study for higher
look for the right university to study and fortunately Ieducation.
got admit in one of the university in Australia. My mom 
and the others encouraged me to go ahead. AndThen I started my career as accounts executive, from
when I was getting ready to go, suddenly my fatherwhere achieved a solid confidence to keep all
showed his anger and blocked me by not providing theaccounts records and prepare all necessaries papers
financial support. I was so shocked that I could not eat,for annual audit report,   & submitted report to
sleep or think about my future. Fortunately, I find outthe board of directors meeting, after 06 months my
that the block maker is not my father, he is just beenperformance promoted me as the managers
convinced by my eldest brother. I could not believe that(Accounts & audit) where I learned how to
he can do such thing against me. So, a few monthsmaintain & keep the accounts, auditing information
my act was like an abnormal person. Now I'm tellingrecords in the proper way,
you the real fact why my brother blocked me to go 
abroad.In the mean time I have continued my on accounts.
 Audit, & finance, by read an implication those
That time my eldest brother was a college teacher, byknowledge I become one of the main decision maker
the side of his job he started to private teaching in ourof company,
home. A lot of students come and go everyday made 
our neighbors felt disturbed. But they could notI have worked various organizations in different level;
complain because I had a very good relationship withmy resume is enclosed simply to give you some
the top people of my area and also I have got blackinformation about my background and job experience,
belt in Karate. So nobody had the dare to disturb the 
students. It was a strong support for my brother. OnA number of years have been passed in my
the other hand my other brothers were fullyprofessional field where get experience in accounts,
irresponsible and undependable on any work exceptfinance, budget & auditing, Where achieved a solid
their study. So, if I go abroad, my eldest brother'sconfidence to keep all accounts record and prepare all
private business (teaching students at home) could fallnecessaries papers for annual audit report to the
in danger and most of all the family responsibilities willboard of directors meeting, after that improved as the
come on his shoulder and he had to tackle alone,deputy general manager (Accounts, audit, &
which was quite impossible for him. Then, he playedbudgeting) where learned to maintain the information in
this ugly trick on me so that I stay here to continue histhe proper way so those can be use in all condition of
business and family's work done. And he can findthe organization,
some time for his own study to build up his career. 
 Also  I spent another years as In charge (Accounts
My father & he together promised me that I can& Audit) one of the largest  Group Company in
go abroad for study but after complete MastersBangladesh, I assisted the Managing Director for
Degree. I was bound to do so because of my inability.providing administrative support, daily schedule
 coordination & directly support to Finance Director
In 1998 I passed Masters in Management and again Ifor Planning, organizing and controlling finances for the
approached my higher study in abroad to my family.organization, Preparing monthly. quarterly and annual
My father remain silent here because by these yearsfinancial reports to be submitted management and
my eldest brother become 1st officer and through theBoard of Directors, Reporting to funding agencies as
private tuition business he started to earn a lot moneyper contract requirements, Developing budgets for
that he become the main income source of the family.project proposals and ensuring that funding applications
Now my brother directly uses his power of veto andare submitted and updated for various projects,
convinced all the other members. He forgot about theReviewing and approving annual budgets submitted by
commitment which was given me earlier. I found thatproject managers, Managing the allocation of human
he has a secret ambition for higher study in abroad, soservices (staffing and recruitment), Work closely with
in absence of him I have to stay here for tackling allinternal and external auditors.
family matters. He tried to force me to put in any Gov't 
job and lead a middle class life. I tried to convince myNow I confidently work alone and in teams - in both
family members but they were so dependablesituations I always complete tasks on time and enjoy
(Financial) on him that nobody could support me. It putassisting others to ensure that their tasks also come in
a wall between us and started a cold war.on time and on budget.
  
I had no weapon to protect myself from my elderAll This experience installed me the desire to owe and
brother's ugly, dirty, & evil thoughts but that time Imanage my own business someday; I have started
was a 25 years Youngman, so I was also self-willed,my consultancy business for the last few months, now
my reflection against my brother's all ugly, dirty &I am providing my business support for newly
Jealousy, I came out of my home with a single clothestablished organization as administration development,
on. I rent a room although I had no money to keepaccounts format, banking, client & marketing
rolling my life. I was jobless totally one (01) year and letcorrespondence on behalf of those companies.
my life lead by borrowing money form my nearest 
friends. I was staying one (01) km far away from ourMeantime I have complete Masters of Business
own home but till now I did not contact with a personAdministration, MBA (major in finance &
of my family although they are still trying to bring memarketing) in 2007, I think that I could provided me with
back for their necessitate.the knowledge to apply my business and analytical
 skills to different business scenarios.
Staying out of home I was informed that my elder 
brother went Germany to earn PHD degree onIn the same time I have continued correspondence
Economics which he advertised that he got scholarshipwith the renewal universities around the globe to get a
but it was totally a lie. To build his own career, this timescholarship for PHD study. Sometimes I feel that I
he did not think about the family responsibility but in mycould do anything (!) to fulfill my goal earn a PHD
case when my father was able to afford to pay mydegree.
educational expenses he blocked that with the same 
family cause. In between his study in Germany myConclution: I believe that my studies and work
parents felt in different disease, heart-disease, highexperiences have brought me confidence and
blood pressure, high-per-tension, etc. because mymaturity, preparing myself that if I could get the
parents were so dependable on my brother or meopportunity for studying in PHD.I will prove myself as
and both of us were staying far from them. May bean excellent student, after complete my dream I will
my elder brother didn't want me to cross him inspeared my knowledge and vast experiences to the
education. Every one will have to stay down under hisright people and the society.
commend. Shame on his higher education!!